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Danny Bugs Me!

[Jul. 14th, 2009|11:24 am]

[	Tags	\|	need f-ing holiday!	]
[	Current Mood	\|	annoyed	]
[	Current Music	\|	A Message- Coldplay	]

Hey yah everyone! Yes, I'm at work now, and i'm not suppose to do this but who cares, Danny kept bugging me to update me blog, so today i decide to! Hahaha.. Been having a lot of things in mind lately, about myself, my family, my work, my future. Damm, i worry too much don't i?

Hidayat, my close colleague that works at main just sent his resignation letter. Well, he got the job he wanted. Darn, I'm so jealous of him, but it's good for him that he's leaving for a new company now, like what he said in his Blackberry status "Hidayat believes in CHANGE".. Well i hate changes, i really hate it because it's really scary and surprising. It's just detest your strength and will. He kept on asking me when am i leaving and all i can reply him was i don't know. Seriously, i really don't know. What is that barrier that is stopping me to go for a change. It's almost 10 months now that close to a year that i survived retail with all the nonsensical teenage customers. I am a people person but i hate to interact with people that has logical brains in them.

Favortism is practise in the current workplace that i'm at, even though how much they insistedly said they don't but they do. The topsy-turvy going on in the company has filled me with doubts to continue even further. I haven't got increment even though i was told after 6 months i would be, and with the recession going on, i dare not ask. They say full-timers have it's perks, yes, i only enjoyed free gym, but what about the others? Like getting close to your hot-headed boss who doesn't even bother to like talk to you and ask how are you doing, but only to do that towards the part timers?

Why was i told that from people who are studying or a veteran working in retail line that the maximum hours for a retailer to work is 44 hours? What do i benefit from slaving myself 60 hours a week which is equivalent to 5.5 working days? Well, i only got my saturdays off that's for sure, but what about my outside activities? Oh wait, i don't have any because i was packed with work. A place was told that it's gonna close down but closure was extended. Working alone is quite enough let alone managing a store with 2 people a day is very frustrating. What is the problem here really? I hate it when i'm reading or browsing through a friend's facebook with pics shown that they are enjoying themselves outside, with movies and parties and gatherings. I mean where was i in that picture? Work.

Friends don't call me out because they know how busy i am with my 11 hr shift. Though i make a lot of noise that i told them at least i would love to be ackowledge once in awhile, but what's the point right? They already know the answer.

I am very tired, upset and disappointed. yes, i have rent to pay, bills to manage. How i wish i would be living the life of Paris Hilton.

Enuff said, i need therapy, i need a fucking holiday, a new job, maybe as a social escort? hahaha... Sigh..

PS: There you go danny, it's updated...

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Damm Monday...

[May. 5th, 2009|12:05 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	pissed off	]
[	Current Music	\|	Once When I Was Little- James Morrison	]

It's the start of a new week, people going to work, facing the chaotic morning rush, smelling each others bad breath inside the train, people with their hair messed up, people who are late, people who are just f-ing rude to make way for alighting passengers. See la all this people.. But that's Singaporeans rite? haha.. Then, wad about the people are controls the trains? Are they freaking stupid for delaying commuters likie at least 10 mins for the next train and all they see is the "DO NOT BOARD?" WTF!!

I'm a very punctual person until this happened to me a few times recently, as always me pluggin my ears to my MP3 AT 1000hrs which is when i stepped out from the house, and lately the weather is like pissing me off..

So i reached the Jurong East Mrt at abt 1015 hrs, which is where i always know that my train would come at that time, so waited, waited, waited, i was like where's the freaking train, and 2 empty trains just passed with the f-ing "pls do not board" announcement came out. It took about 10 minutes for me to wait for my train, thus, when i reached Somerset, it's freaking 11am. And there you go, I'm late.. And i hate it when that happens, and all i have was RAGE, and it's pissing me off.. I thought that was like only day happened to me, but i was wrong, it happen like 5 times already! What on earth is SMRT doing man!??! I'm late thanks to you guys!! Hilly is never late!!! GRR!!! It happened to me again and that's why i'm venting everything in my blog!

BODOH NAK MAMPOS SIAL, KEPALA BUTOH!!

Note to someone: F* YOU! I've been independently for the past 8 years. Don't freaking tell me wad to do ah, i'm not as carefree as you, treasure what u have and don't be an ass! Have some respect!

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1st Entry of 2009

[May. 4th, 2009|01:17 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	disappointed	]
[	Current Music	\|	Unfold-Jason Mraz	]

Hey ya Everyone!! Yeah i know, it's been a while that i haven't been blogging, I left my blogspot for good and yes, it's still there. Reason being? Well, let's just say, i'm done using blogspot. So hopefully *fingers crossed* will be my permanent one. In case u guys are wondering, where are all my old entries, let's just say, that i put it to private means to say, i kept all my dirty skeletons in my closet, and i bought a new one. So hopefully, it will be a long run.

Poems i wrote, stories i shared, will be kept in the dark. Haha.. To those who are new reading this, i used to kept all my works, as in poetry (yes i know, very sentimental and deep kinda guy) but no worries, time to time i'll put new ones here.. And of course your feedback/criticism will be greatly appreciated.

Anyways, it's the month of MAY!! And usually when the summer's here, great movies are here too! Such as Star Trek, Monsters Vs Aliens, Angels and Demons, X-Men Origins: Wolverine. etc etc etc...

Speaking of which, X-Men Origins, BIG DISAPPOINTMENT! Being a guy now and well-known to his Marvel Origins, well not super knowledgable, but it's bloody disappointment, bad special effects, god knows WTF they are doing, i still prefer the X-Men Trilogy, at least their effects aren't that obviously FAKE... Now, just looking forward to 2011 for X-Men Origins:Magneto. Hopefully, it'll be better this time.. Stupid Director, hahaa.. But the Hunks are *drooooooools* ehem, yummy... hehe...

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Anyways......

Happy Birthday Md Nor!!!

Ok i have no freaking idea how old is he but...... Happy birthday bro!! Hope u liked the gift that got for you.. Which is the one that he's holding in the pic.. Hope you love it.. I got him The Host, a new book written by Stefanie Meyer.

Me, danny,, richard, casie, scott (casie's new bf) and yana banana!! Haha.. Yup, we hung out, celebrate Md Nor Bdae, and yup, we cracked a lot of joke as usual and camwhoring fun..

Btw, i think i spread a lot of virus to people asking them to watch 10 dares video, surprisingly some of them loved it.. Hahaha.. Thanks to Hubab. And i certainly think that will cheer me up whenever i'm down... Anyways, here are the crazy fun pics, well not exactly crazy but ok.

PS: Auditions for Short and Sweet festival is this freaking Sunday and I'm still struggling with my monologue and not forgetting my headshot and CV..... Die....

Ok till next time everyone, have a gr8 week ahead and i'm so lookin forward this tuesday!! Stay tuned!